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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:39 am
    @@@@@He was weary and yet he couldn't give
    @@@@@He was weary and yet he couldn't give up"They get me back damn doctors'll fix me up good as newThe bullet had whanged into his flesh with incredible force and he had bled at intervals for a day and a half, had been shocked and jolted on the litter, had undergone the torments of his woundBut it never occurred to him to quitThere were so many things he wanted to do
    "Ah tell you men Ah ain't sayin' screwin' a nigger is right thing to do, but Ah git a little tempted ever' now and thenThey was a nigger gal use' to pass mah pappy's house almost ev' day, an' Ah can still see way her ass wiggle
    He roused himself almost on his elbow, looked at Ridges evenly for a moment
    "Eveh screw any nigger stuff?" he asked him
    Ridges stopped, set the stretcher downFor once he had heard Wilson"You can shut up that kine of talk," he told himHis breath came in heavy sobs and he stared at Wilson vacantly as if he could not focus his eyes"Nuff of that," he blurted outEven in his exhaustion he was profoundly shocked"Ought know better talk like that," he panted
    "Ridges, you're jus' chickenshit," Wilson said
    Ridges shook his head like a bullAll his life there had been any number of things he could not doMaking love to a Negro was a luxury as well as a sin to him; it was one of the excessive things you could not do and survive
    But Wilson was far away alreadyThe warmth in his body, the pleasantly heavy lassitude of his limbs tricked himHe thought it was sexual anticipation, and a thick foundationless lust rose in his throatHe closed his eyes, recalling a moonlit night and the creekbank of the river outside his townHe chuckled weakly, some phlegm burbling into his th
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:39 am
    @@@@@O'Hara and I kill her So help me God,
    @@@@@O'Hara and I kill
    her
    So help me God, that's what will happen The room was lit suddenly
    by
    a flash of brilliance through skylight and windows, and a heavier
    torrent of rain slashed against the glass"I'm not going out in
    that," the midwife howled "Put her in another
    room, then, but get her out of hereAnd when she's away, Colum, go
    bring the smithHe doctors animals; a woman can't be that
    different
    Colum had the cringing midwife by the upper armLightning scored
    the
    sky above, and she screamedHe shook her like a rag"Quiet
    yourself, womanFitzpatrick with dull hopeless
    eyes"He'll not come, Rosaleen, no one will come now it's darkHave
    you forgot what night this is?" MrsFitzpatrick wiped Scarlett's
    temples and cheeks with a cool damp cloth"If you don't bring him,
    Colum, I'll do itI've a knife and a pistol in the desk at your
    houseIt only needs showing him there's more certain things to fear
    than ghosts Joseph O 'Neill, the blacksmith, crossed
    himselfHis face glistened with sweatHis black hair was plastered
    to his head from walking through the storm, but the sweat was fresh
    "I've doctored a horse once, same as this, but a woman I cannot do
    such
    violence to He looked down at Scarlett and shook his head"It's
    against nature, I cannot There were lamps along the edges of all the
    sinks, and lightning flashing one jagged bolt after ano
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:40 am
    @@@@@ We didn't hear the meaning in his words,
    @@@@@
    We didn't hear the meaning in his words, just the soundsOur eyes stayed closedHis footsteps
    crunched quietly away from usWe couldn't tell which direction he wentWe didn't care
    anywayThere was no way to find them, no hopeJared and Jamie had disappeared,
    something they knew well how to do, and we would never see them again
    The water and the cooler night air were making us lucid, something we did not wantWe rolled
    over, to bury our face against the sand againWe were so tired, past the point of exhaustion and
    into some deeper, more painful stateSurely we could sleepAll we had to do was not think
    When we woke, it was still night, but dawn was threatening on the eastern horizon–the
    mountains were lined with dull redOur mouth tasted of dust, and at first we were sure that we
    had dreamed Uncle Jeb's appearance
    Our head was clearer this morning, and we noticed quickly the strange shape near our right
    cheek–something that was not a rock or a cactusWe touched it, and it was hard and smooth
    We nudged it, and the delicious sound of sloshing water came from inside
    Uncle Jeb was real, and he'd left us a canteen
    We sat up carefully, surprised when we didn't break in two like a withered stickActually, we
    felt betterThe water must have had time to work its way through some of our bodyThe pain
    was dull, and for the first time in a long while, we felt hungry again
    Our fingers were stiff and clumsy as we twisted the cap from the top of the canteenIt wasn't
    all the way full, but there was enough water to stretch the walls of our belly again–it must have
    shrunkWe drank it all; we were done with rationi
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:39 am
    @@@@@ ii It seemed at first there wasn'tWe
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    ii
    It seemed at first there wasn'tWe poked around
    all the downstairs rooms and found nothing but
    near-disaster when my foot plunged through the
    flooring in what must once have been the dining
    roomWireman and Jack were quick, however, and at
    least it was my bad leg that went down; I had my
    good one to brace myself with
    There was no hope of checking above ground-level
    The staircase went all the way up, but beyond the
    landing and a single ragged length of rail beside
    it, there was only blue sky and the waving fronds
    of one tall cabbage palmThe second floor was a
    remnant, the third complete toastWe started back
    toward the kitchen and our makeshift step-down to
    976
    the outside world with nothing to show for our
    exploration but an ancient note announcing a booze
    deliveryI had an idea what cera might mean, but
    without knowing where Perse was, the idea was
    useless
    Why else make it so fucking hard to get here?
    Wireman was in the lead, and he stopped so
    suddenly I ran into himJack ran into me,
    whacking me in the butt with the picnic basket
    "We need to check the stairs," Wireman saidHe
    spoke in the tone of a man who can't believe he
    has been such a dumb cluck
    "I beg pardon?" I asked
    "We need to check the stairs for a ha-haI should
    have thought of that first thing
    "What's a ha-ha?" I asked
    Wireman was turning back"The one at El Palacio
    is four steps up from the bottom of the main
    staircaseThe idea - she said it was her father's
    - was to have it close to the front door in case
    of fireThere's a lockbox inside it, and nothing
    977
    much inside the lockbox now but a few old
    souvenirs and some pictures, but once she kept her
    will and her best pieces of jewelry in thereThen
    she told her lawyerHe insisted she
    move all that stuff to a safe deposit box in
    Sarasota
    We were at the foot of the stairs now, back near
    the hill of dead waspsThe stink of the house was
    thick around usHe turned to me, his eyes
    gleamin
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    “Oh! I know nothing of your furlongs, but I am sure it is a very long
    wood, and that we have been winding in and out ever since we came
    into it; and therefore, when I say that we have walked a mile in it, I
    must speak within compass
    “We have been exactly a quarter of an hour here,” said Edmund,
    taking out his watch“Do you think we are walking four miles an
    hour?”
    83
    Jane Austen
    “Oh! do not attack me with your watchA watch is always too fast
    or too slowI cannot be dictated to by a watch
    A few steps hermes kelly bag farther brought them out at the bottom of the very
    walk they had been talking of; and standing back, well shaded and
    sheltered, and looking over a ha-ha into the park, was a comfortable-
    sized bench, on which they all sat down
    “I am afraid you are very tired, Fanny,” said Edmund, observing
    her; “why would not you speak sooner? This will be a bad day’s
    amusement for you if you are to be knocked upEvery sort of exercise
    fatigues her so soon, Miss Crawford, except riding
    “How abominable in you, then, to let me kelly hermes bag engross her horse as I
    did all last week! I am ashamed of you and of myself, but it shall
    never happen again
    “Your attentiveness and consideration makes me more sensible of
    my own neglectFanny’s interest seems in safer hands with you than
    with me
    “That she should be tired now, however, gives me no surprise; for
    there is nothing in the course of one’s duties so fatiguing as what we
    have been doing this morning: seeing a great house, dawdling from
    one room to another, straining one’s eyes and one’s attention, hermes replica hearing
    what one does not understand, admiring what one does not
    care forIt is generally allowed to be the greatest bore in the world,
    and Miss Price has found it so, though she did not know it
    “I shall soon be rested,” said Fanny; “to sit in the shade on a fine
    day, and look upon verdure, is the most perfect refreshment
    After sitting a little while Miss Crawford was up again“I must
    move,” said she; “resting fatigues meI have looked across the ha-ha
    till I am wearyI must go and look through that iron gate at gucci replica the
    same view, without being able to see it so well
    Edmund left the seat likewise“Now, Miss Crawford, if you will
    look up the walk, you will convince yourself that it cannot be half a
    mile long, or half half a mile
    “It is an immense distance,” said she; “I see that with a glance
    He still reasoned with her, but in vainShe would not calculate,
    she would not compareShe would only smile and assertThe greatest
    degree of rational consistency could not have been more engaging,
    and they talked with mutual necklace chanel satisfac
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:39 am
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    Gallagher swallowed, wondering with a dumb misery how long it would be before he would stop tricking himselfThere was nothing now to anticipate, and he was conscious for the first time of how tired he wasHis limbs ached and his sleep seemed to have done him no goodThe character of the dawn changed, left him shuddering in his blanket, damp and cold from the night's chloe bag dew
    There was still his child, the boy he had never seen, but that did not cheer himHe believed he would never live to see him, and the knowledge was almost without pain, a dour certainty in his mindToo many men had been killedWith a sick fascination, he envisioned a factory, watched his bullet being made, packed into a carton
    If only I could see a picture of the chanel wholesale kidIt wasn't so much to askIf only he could get back from this patrol and live long enough for some mail to come with a picture of his kid
    But he was miserable again, certain he had tricked himselfHe shivered from fright, looking about him uneasily at the mountains reared on every side
    He knew he was guiltyHe remembered the momentary power and contempt he had felt as omega planet ocean he bawled at Roth to jump, the quick sure pleasure of itHe twisted uncomfortably on the ground, recalling the bitter agony on Roth's face as he missed the stepGallagher could see him falling and falling, and the image scraped along his spine like chalk squeaking on a blackboardHe had sinned and he was going to be punishedMary was the first warning and he had fake prada disregarded it
    The mountain peak before them seemed so highGone now were the gentle outlines of the dawn; Anaka mounted before him, turret above turret, ridge beyond ridgeNear the peak he could see a bluff which encircled the crestIt was almost vertical and they would never be able to ascend itHe shuddered once moreHe had never seen country like this; it was so barren, gucci fabric forbidd
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:39 am
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    said that Ashley was doing fineScarlett studied him through lowered
    lashes while she busied herself clearing room on a table for the coffee
    tray
    Ashley Wilkes was still a handsome manHis thin aristocratic features
    had become more distinguished with ageBut he looked older than
    his earsHe can't be more than forty, birkin bag hermes Scarlett thought, and his
    share's
    more silver than goldHe must spend a lot more time in the
    lumberyard
    than he used to, he's got a nice color to hisskin, not that office gray
    look he had beforeShe looked up with a smileIt was good to see
    himEspecially looking so fit
    Her obligation to Melanie didn't seem so burdensome now"How's
    Aunt
    Pitty? And India? And Beau? He must gucci messenger bag be practically a grown man!"
    Pitty and India were just the same, said Ashley with a quirk of
    his lipsPitty got the vapors at every passing shadow and India was
    very busy with committee work to improve the moral tone of Atlanta
    They spoiled him abominably, two spinsters trying to see which one
    was
    the best mother henThey tried to spoil Beau, too, but he'd rolex daytona cosmograph have
    none
    of itAshley's gray eyes lit up with pride
    Beau was a real little manHe'd be twelve soon, but you'd take him
    for almost fifteenHe was president of a sort of club the
    neighborhood boys had formedThey'd built a tree house in Pitty's
    backyard, made from the best lumber the mill turned out, tooBeau
    had
    seen to that; he already knew more about the lumber business pasha cartier watch than
    his father, said Ashley with a mixture of ruefulness and admiration
    And, he added with intensified pride, the boy might have the makings
    of
    a scholarHe'd already won a school prize for Latin composition, and
    he was reading books far above his age level- "But you must be bored
    by
    all this, ScarlettProud fathers can be very tedious "Not a bit,
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    2:39 am
    @@@@@No one had done it on purpose, continued on
    @@@@@No one had done it
    on purpose, continued on from the first sickening pain, drawing it out longer and longer…
    I'd never lived on a planet where such atrocities could happen, even before the souls cameThis
    place was truly the highest and the lowest of all worlds–the most beautiful senses, the most
    exquisite emotions… the most malevolent desires, the darkest deedsPerhaps it was meant to be
    soPerhaps without the lows, the highs could not be reachedWere the souls the exception to
    that rule? Could they have the light without the darkness of this world?
    I… felt something when he hit you,Melanie interruptedThe words came slowly, one by one, as
    if she didn't want to think them
    I felt something, toot was amazing how natural it was to use sarcasm now, after spending so
    much time with Melaniee's got quite a backhand, doesn't he?
    That's not what I meantI mean…She hesitated for a long moment, and then the rest of the
    words came in a rush thought it was all me–the way we feel about himI thought I was… in
    control of that
    The thoughts behind her words were clearer than the words themselves
    You thought you were able to bring me here becauseyouwanted it so muchThat you were
    controlling me instead of the other way aroundI tried not to be annoyedou thought you were
    manipulating mehe chagrin in her tone was not because I was upset, but because she did not like being
    wrong
    It came in a rush once moreou're in love with him, too, separately from meIt feels different
    from the way I feelI didn't see that until he was there with us, until you saw him for the
    first timeHow did that happen? How does a three-inch-long worm fall in love with a human
    being?
    Worm?
    SorryI guess you sort of have… limbsThey're more like antenna
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:39 am
    @@@@@She appeared deserted, and I was sure she
    @@@@@She appeared deserted,
    and I was sure she was - in the daytime, the dead
    stayed deadBut Perse wasn't dead
    "My God, it could have sailed right out of your
    paintings," Jack breathedThere was a stone bench
    to the right of the path, barely visible for the
    bushes growing around it and the vines snaking
    over its flat seatHe dropped onto it, gaping out
    at the boatYou're seeing
    the mask it wears in the daytime
    Wireman stood beside Jack, shading his eyes
    against the sun"Do they
    see it over on Don Pedro? They don't, do they?"
    1016
    "Maybe some do," I said"The terminally ill, the
    schizos currently ditching their medicine That
    made me think of Tom"But it's here for us, not
    themWe're meant to leave Duma Key on it tonight
    The road will be closed to us once the sun goes
    downThe living dead may all be out there on
    Persephone, but there are things in the jungle
    Some - like the lawn jockey - are things that
    Elizabeth created as a little girlThere are
    others that have come since Perse woke up againI didn't like to say the rest, but I did"I imagine I'm responsible for some of
    thoseEvery man has his nightmares
    I thought of the skeleton arms reaching up in the
    moonlight
    "So," Wireman said harshly"The plan is for us to
    leave by boat, is it?"
    "Yes
    "Press gang? Like in jolly old England?"
    "Pretty much
    "I can't do that," Jack said
    I smiled and sat down beside h
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    “Am I right? Yes; this is the East roomMy dear Miss Price, I beg
    your pardon, but I have made my way to you on purpose to entreat
    your help
    Fanny, quite surprised, endeavoured to shew herself mistress of
    the room by her civilities, and looked at the bright bars of her empty
    grate with concern
    “Thank you; I am quite warm, very warmAllow me to stay here
    148
    Mansfield Park
    a little while, and do have the goodness to hear me my third actI
    have brought my book, and if you would but rehearse it with me, gucci for sale I
    should be so obliged! I came here to-day intending to rehearse it
    with Edmund—by ourselves—against the evening, but he is not in
    the way; and if he were, I do not think I could go through it with
    him, till I have hardened myself a little; for really there is a speech or
    twoYou will be so good, won’t you?”
    Fanny was most civil in her assurances, though she could not give
    them in a very steady voice
    “Have you ever happened to look at the part I mean?” continued
    Miss Crawford, opening her bookI did not think much
    of chanel vintage it at first—but, upon my wordThere, look at that speech, and
    that, and thatHow am I ever to look him in the face and say such
    things? Could you do it? But then he is your cousin, which makes
    all the differenceYou must rehearse it with me, that I may fancy
    you him, and get on by degreesYou have a look of his sometimes
    “Have I? I will do my best with the greatest readiness; but I must
    read the part, for I can say very little of it
    “None of it, I supposeYou are to have the book, of courseWe must have two chairs oyster rolex at hand for you to bring forward to
    the front of the stageThere—very good school-room chairs, not
    made for a theatre, I dare say; much more fitted for little girls to sit
    and kick their feet against when they are learning a lessonWhat
    would your governess and your uncle say to see them used for such
    a purpose? Could Sir Thomas look in upon us just now, he would
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    Agatha and FrederickIf they are not perfect, I shall be surprisedBy
    the bye, I looked in upon them five minutes ago, and it happened
    to be exactly at one of the times when they were trying not to embrace,
    and MrRushworth was with meI thought he began to look
    a little queer, so I turned it off as well as I could, by whispering to
    him, ‘We shall have an excellent Agatha; there is something so maternal
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    each patrol in the Jing Shan forest until he found the torch-lit clearing that held a swaggering
    maniac and his brigade of fanaticsCould he do it all today? wondered Bourne as he drove slowly
    past Swayne’s property for the third time, his eyes absorbing everything he could seeFive years
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    and with the darkness he would go to workHe had changed his clothes in the men’s room at the
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:39 am
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    Bart so loved his horses that he was always "sure" each foal was the
    next Grand National championScarlett felt like hugging himShe'd
    have loved John Morland even if he had no connection at all to Rhettnamed her Diana, fleet of foot and all that sort of thing, you
    know, plus John for mehang it all, I'm practically her father except
    for the biology partIt came out Dijon when I put it together
    Mustard, I thought, that won't do at allToo damn French for an Irish
    horseBut then I thought againNot and peppery, so strong it makes
    your eyes waterThat's not a bad profileSort of 'get out of my
    way, I'm coming through' and all thatShe's going to
    make my fortuneBetter lay a fiver on her, Scarlett, she's a sure
    thing "I'll make it ten pounds, Bart
    Scarlett was trying to think some way to mention RhettWhat John
    Morland was saying didn register at firstbe really sunk if I'm
    wrongMy tenants are doing that - strike thing the Land League
    dreamed upLeaves me without for oatsI wonder now how I could
    have
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    up hand glove with those barbarian Fenians Scarlett was horri
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    CHAPTER 45
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    I held it up and then tried to stifle my gasp
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    2:38 am
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    @@@@@Eleanor Butler gladly accepted Scarlett's judgments on the
    potatoes and carrots she needed to buyThen she made her
    purchases of
    cornmeal, hominy, flour, and riceFinally, she bought butter,
    buttermilk, cream, milk, and eggsCelie's basket was overflowing
    "We'll have to take everything out and repack it," Mrs"I'll carry something," Scarlett offeredShe was impatient
    to be gone before she had to meet any more of Mrs
    They had stopped so often, the walk through the vegetable and dairy
    sections had taken them more than an hourShe didn't mind meeting
    the
    women who were selling the produce-she wanted to mark them down
    in her
    mind very clearly, because she was sure she'd be dealing with them in
    the futureMiss Eleanor was too softShe was sure she could do
    better on the pricesAs soon as she got the hang of
    things she'd offer to take over some of the shoppingNot the fishy
    things, thoughNot, she discovered, when she
    ate
    themDinner was a revelationThe she-crab soup was a velvety
    blend
    of tastes that made her open her eyes wideShe'd never tasted
    anything so subtly delicious, except in New Orleans
    Of course! Now that she remembered it, Rhett had identified many of
    the
    dishes he ordered for them as one kind of seafood or another
    Scarlett had a second bowl of soup and relished every drop, then did
    full justice to the rest of the generous dinner, including dessert, a
    whipped-cream-topped, crusty nut and fruit confection that MrsButler
    identified as Huguenot TorteThat afternoon she had indigestion for
    the first time in her lifeEulalie and Pauline
    upset her"We're on our way to see Carreen," Pauline announced
    when
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    mouth was tight with disapproval of a meal that would last so long
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    207
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    The itch in my missing arm deepenedBy now it
    felt almost like a friend
    466
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    CHAPTER 59
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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